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akemikae
18 September 2010 @ 11:37 pm
Every morning I wake up, it's a decided thing for me, to happy or sad, or even mad. Generally though, my mood gets adjusted through out the day, whether it makes the current emotion stronger, or changes it completely.

Lately though, I wake up, and I think, ...well...what's the point?

My best friend...isn't my best friend anymore? Is this a written fact? No. But it's how I feel. Does that person know? Most likely not.

Everyone's opinions effect me. If someone looks at me in the hall, I think they just judged me. Even if they didn't look at me at all.

I get so upset over things, I LITERALLY want to throw up. I can't talk to anyone, cause I really feel they don't give a fuck.

When school begins, I sit there. I have nothing to say. Not because I literally have nothing to say, but because every time I do, no one listens.

I sit in my room daily, thinking, "I wonder what's going to go wrong in my house tonight?" Cause something ALWAYS does.

I'm so hyper sensitive to things, that if someone mentions something like loneliness, or something that's related to my messed up life, I will feel like I need to cry. Right there, right then.

I try and be a good friend. I really do. I'm sorry that I apparently "don't care enough", I'm not very good with expressing my feelings, and I've told you that. ALL THE TIME. I'm terrible at it. But I DO care. A LOT more than you think.

I know that I should probably take conversations more serious than I do, but I can't help it. I naturally break the tension with a joke. and I NEVER mean to. But as I stated, I KNOW I suck at being serious. It's not my fault!

Maybe if someone tried living in my house for an entire week, in my place, you would understand a little bit. Or no, better idea. Maybe if I implanted EVERY SINGLE MEMORY OF MINE IN YOUR BRAIN, and it was PERFECTLY there, to where you knew EXACTLY what it was like. Pain, emotion, EVERYTHING about it. My "coldness to you in a serious moment" WOULD MAKE MORE SENSE.

I'm not trying to point fingers, but I unfortunately think the person will know who I'm talking about when that person reads this.

So end note, I give up. I don't like trying anymore. If I get no results, there isn't really a point.

End.
 
 
Current Location: Room
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: You Fight Me-Breaking Benjamin
 
 
akemikae
06 August 2010 @ 08:55 pm
whoa  
i didnt know i could access this from my phone!! im totally trippin now. XD
 
 
akemikae
12 March 2010 @ 05:59 pm
>>  
I sorta hate guys at the moment... Like....sorta.
No...I love guys!

...They just confuse me....

So Jaxon FINALLY accepted my Facebook request...and then like...the ONLY thing he could do was go to the random pic I put up of him at the dance...>< Uh yuh....he commented telling me to take it down...It's not my fault that I have it! If he just handed it to me to be a joke or something...then...well that's just mean. But...it could have been the girl that did it. Why am I so freaking spineless? I could have gone up to Jaxon and said "Uh...some girl gave this to me...but it's yours. So here." But NOOO. I got all clammed up and just kept it....DAMMIT. I suck at life...>>

I'm shaking because of it. Why does he have to ALWAYS change his moods? Like...one day he's all "yea...I like her." to my mom. Then he goes on facebook and yells at me practically. It's not my fault. I put it up there, hoping for a freaking explaination. But NO. He yelled at me to take it down.

Embarrassed maybe? Mad? Annoyed? WHAT?! Idk....T_T I HATE not knowing. If he doesn't like me...stop toying with me. God dammit...>>

If he DOES like me..then do be so freaking mean!!! I DON'T LIKE IT! ...k...I think I'm done now...
 
 
Current Location: Room
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: So Far Away-Stained
 
 
akemikae
03 February 2010 @ 10:54 pm
"If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off"
Lol.
 
 
akemikae
25 December 2009 @ 03:52 pm
her birthday is august 1st...must...remember! lol.
 
 
 
akemikae
12 December 2009 @ 10:22 pm
Omg omg omg. K, so I don't care who reads this, or if you think i'm crazy, or thinking too much into this whole thing. but omg omg omg!!! So...on myyearbook, I met this guy, Nathan, and we started to text you know? and such, and we got a long really well. And so then, I was having a sleep over with Meagan, and he's all "I can play guitar, I'll show you if I can call you. " so he did, he played the guitar. He's really good too. ^^ Jsuk. Makes me happy, gotta love a boy that can play an instrument. And apparently he used to play the piano too, until recently, and he used to play ultimate frizbee. Which is really cool, and sorta random in a good way. ^^

Anyway....so then he asked, "hey we should met at the mall. " so meagan, kristin, and I did today. and we met up with him. It was really fun. So like, I guess you can say, lol. Idk....

K...rethinks what I"m going to say. So what happened, is so Meagan and I woke up, and he makes sure that we were going to the mall, and so then we decided. "eh sure, then we'll just pretend that were just going with Kristin." you know? Secretive...lol. So Kristin comes over, and we makes Meagan and perty. (Not that she isn't already...but it was fun. ^^) so then, we made him wait for like an hour, and I felt bad about it, but apparently he was alright with it. He's REALLY hot btw. XD like...omg...so hot. And and so we were in the mall, and we were coming down the escalator toward Hot Topic, cause that's where he said we should meet...so we're going down, and I'm texting him letting him know where we were. And I see this guy standing by Hot Topic and I'm all thinking "I bet he's gonna take his phone out in like five seconds." so he does, and I was like "Yeah...that's him." and he looked at me too.........omg. lol.

So we meet up with him. and I go "so....you must be Nathan." and he's all -looks up from phone.- "Yea. That's me, then you must be Meagan, you must be uh...Misty. And you must be Kristin.Right?" and so I was like. "Yeah, that's me!" and such. I figured I should do the most of the talking, since I did technically know him longer than them...lol.

So then, I was like REALLY NERVOUS, and shaking and such. But he was really kind, but we stood there awkward for a while, Kristin and Meagan were all talking, but I thought it was rude to not talk to him either...so I did. And then I asked them all..."So....where are we going."Then we all decided to go to FYE. And what made me really happy is that, well since we were in a group of Four we naturally broke into little groups of two. And so Kristin and Meagan were in front of Nathan and I. So here I am...talking to Nathan, shaking like crazy, but then I calmed down...REALLY fast. We go to FYE. And he's all telling me about bands and such. It was funny.

So we do that and all such...you know...blah blah. So then...we got to Spencers, and we were just hanging like normal. But then Kristin was talking to Meagan and goes. "you and I should go to some girly store and such." and so then they walk off...and I"m like "OMG!!! Your leaving me!!" but then Nathan just laughs...so then we stayed in Spencers, by ourselves for a looooong time. XD it was funny, cause he was all trying on hats and such. lol.
We sorta looked like we were dating. and we got lots of "jealous looks" it was fuuuun! I loved the feeling of hanging out with a hottie and everyone thinking that we were actually dating. Which we weren't...cause of course I can't till i'm 16.....lol.

Idk what he thought about it though...he may have thought of it other wise. But as far as I was concerned....it was my two bffs, with a fun hottie just hanging at the mall,window shopping. Lol.

So then...I texted Meagan asking where they were, and she said Vanity....so then we went there, and jsuk it's like...a really girly store...so here we are, both dressed kinda like punks in a girly store looking for our friends. XD We were all walking around looking under the clothing, it was funny!!! Lol.

So then I was like "you lies meagan...." and then she said " oh now we're in Victoria's Secret." so then I all look over at Nathan and i'm like...."uh...they're in Vitoria's Secret now..." and so then we walked there...stood out the store, and tried to find them before we went in...I spotted them, and we went in towards them. I swear, Kristin left him and I alone for a reason, and were seeing if I was willing or what not to go in there to meet up with them....lol. Nathan and I both did. ...it was funny.
Nathan is scared of Hollister I discovered on the adventure.....lol. It was funny.

So then we did some stuff between that, and then somehow we got out side the mall and were starting to try and make a snowman....it didn't work so great. and then we had...like a mini snow ball fight. It was funny.

K...so like all was going well you know?Then Kristin...was like...."naturally" flirting with him, and it actually was really pissing me off. Cause Nathan and I were really getting along, but then she ALWAYS does that when I have a guy around that seems even the slightest bit interest. I swear she's all about ONLY helping me with Jaxon, and heaven forbid, if someone hot looking decides to hold some sort of interest, she MUST change it to where he has interest in her. It really drives me nuts. -sigh- so because of it...he all starts offering her his jacket...and here I was like....seriously freezing to death and he doesn't!! D= I was FROZEN. and she was wearing more than I was....that's just not fair. I swear...I love Kristin, but when it comes to guy's...she drives me insane. She's kinda a whore...i'm really sorry to say....

But anyway! so then we go back into the mall...and so then he actually gives her his jacket, even though we were INSIDE the mall. How stupid is that? -sigh- then we decided to go to Barne's and Noble. And on the walk there, she decided to be REALLY flirty and of course, what sort of guy wouldn't wanna do SOMETHING to a girl who was relentlessly flirting with him?! So...then I was all talking to Meagan and such, then I notice that they were lagging...and before you know it....TOTALLY LIP LOCKED!!! I WAS DISGUSTED!!! First of all...how sleezy does Kristin have to be? Second of all...did she even THINK that MAYBE I was interested in him, and that that would bother me?!
So when we got into Barnes and Noble, they were like....ugh. I mean, after Meagan and I got Hot Chocolate (thanks to Krisin's donation) we were pretty back to normal. Just sitting at a table having fun and laughing. but then after a while, they just randomly leaned over and kiss. Do you have any idea how annoying that is? Did they even think that MAYBE that made Meagan and I annoyed, or uncomfortable? Omg....-breaths-
BUUUUUUUT I did notice that regardless what it was that I said, Nathan paid attention to it....but he didn't always hear what Kristin or Meagan was saying. and beyond that, I think he was slightly annoyed by how Kristin seemed to not really take note of about half of what he said. I paid attention to like...ever little detail. That's called curtousy! If you like a guy...then freaking pay attention to what he is saying! Geez!!
...So then we had to eventually go home, so I called my mom and told her to pic us up. I wasn't ever intending on telling her that we were hanging with a guy the entire time...but then we found out that he needed a ride home...so what's one to do? Well...we called and let her now..how it got through to her so simply...idk. lol. but so then she was alright with it.
Then we were waiting for her to get us, and we all go to the Manga section to be entertained...and I started to notice, that even when he was "hugging or kissing" Krisin........he was looking at me...and he was watching and paying attention to whatever I had to say. It made me happy, but it also made me even MORE annoyed whenever I saw Kristin and him kissing....First of all, that's rude when your supposed to just hang out...I mean...manners. -sigh-.
So then my mom comes, and then she notices A LOT of glances he was tossing at me...like...A LOT. and everything I said, he payed attention. ^^ Happy right?

I think that If I were able to date already...it probably would have been me he was kissing. Cause he seemed...uh...more interested in me anyway. We had more in common to begin with, and we managed to actually talk rather then something else. I find that to be more interested then otherwise.
However...I did appreciate that he kept his word of not doing anything to me...so I guess....I can't truly get mad at what he did...My mom said it was probably just a way to get me jealous...well if that's the case...then he completely did....lol.

He's pretty.
I'm done now...my wrists hurt....this laptop is ridiculous...how did I use this so well before I got my own computer? Lol.

Bye.
 
 
Current Location: Kitchen table.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
akemikae
06 December 2009 @ 01:21 am
Misty Chick says:
so so so ...then mmmy dad gave me the rest of that browny sicle...xD and ...and a...so I was like "oh it's beautiful." and I was just about to eat it...then i see something white crawling on it....and...and...and IT WAS A SPIDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D;
SO I THREW IT!!! REALLY HIGH AND FAR!!! AND SQUEALED LIKE ALITTLE GIRL1!!!!!!!
1...Xd
xD
Kristin says:
lol!!! did your dad know it was on ther?!
Misty Chick says:
no...he didn't.....omg...it was terrifying!!!!! lol
and that browny was really good too!!!! D=
Kristin says:
lol, wow@
i like that story!!!
Misty Chick says:
me too...xD I have to post it onto my LJ
XD
 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
akemikae
28 November 2009 @ 04:05 am
"Most of my cliche's aren't original."
-Chuck Knox

"If your parents don't have children, chances are you won't either."
-Dick Cavett

"If only faces could talk."
-Pat Summerall

"He's a guy that gets up at 6 o'clock in the morning regardless of what time it is."
-Lou Duva

"Does the album have any songs you like that aren't on it?"
-Harry News

"We are just physically not physical enough."
-Denny Crum

"Most lies about blonds are false."
-Cincinnati Times-Star

"I think that the film clueless was very deep. I think it was deep in the way that it was very light. I think lightness has to come from a very deep place, if it's true lightness."
-Alicia Silverstone

"As far as we know, our computer has never had an undetected error."
-Weisert

"To have your niece die in your arms, is the greatest gift from God."
-Celine Dion

"Life is very important to Americans."
-Bob Dole

"I invented the internet."
-Al Gore

"You can put wings on a Pig, but you don't make it an Eagle."
-Bill Clinton

"I have opinions of my own, strong opinions, but I don't always agree with them."
-George H.W. Bush

"I spent a year in that town one Sunday."
-George Burns

"You guys are unique in your own way."
-Mia Hammond

"When you are looking for something, vision is very important."
-Amanda

"I don't think anyone should write their autobiography, until after they're dead."
-Samuel Goldwyn

"They misunderestimated me."
-George W. Bush

...And my personal favorite...

"Don't die. It's bad for your health!"
-Misty
 
 
Current Location: Kitchen
Current Mood: hyperhyper
 
 
akemikae
26 November 2009 @ 01:50 pm
Darke's Light


Darke leaned against his locker, taking a deep breath. All the crazy gossip going around the halls about a new kid was tiring him to hear. He had never been one to truly care about transfer students. They were just new faces in the crowd.
Often, Darke was the quiet one of the class. He didnt' care for people much, and if her eve got caught speaking it was to Lyte, his twin.
Ever since Darke turned nine, he became closed in. Before that, he was a normal talkative boy with many friends. Most people thought he came to be a loner from just getting older. ONly Lyte knew the truth, he knew the ultimate secret.
Slowly, Darke was dozing against his locker. All noise became louder, and clearer as a sign of actually falling asleep. Just as he was being greeted by dreamland, a deep voice caved it in.
"Excuse me..."
Drowsy eyes searched to find the owner of the voice, locking onto some red and black converse. "What?" Darke mumbled uncaring.
"Can you show me where this class is?" A light scowl escaped Darke, finding it rude how unspecific this guy was being.
His eyes averted to the floor. "Which class?"
"My next one."
"Smart ass. I need the number."
A chuckle filled the silence. "Can't tell you."
Either his sleepiness was really attacking him, or h this stranger knew just how to get on his nerves. "Why the hell not?"
"Can't read it." Though he wasn't looking at his face, he was well aware of the arrogant smirk.
Darke's little patience about split, but he had self control. "why don't you hand me the paper?" His eyes continued to stare pointlessly at the floor.
The standing man's hand holding the paper twitched. "Alright." His smirk changed to a full smile.
Lifting his hand up to grab the paper, he waited, nothing touched his hand. "Any day now..."
"hmm..."
Completely loosing what slight patience he had left, he shot up in a split second. "you know what? If you really want help, why don't you give me me all the information I need? I was trying to help you, but you wouldn't let me do it right." His rage shattered, and he backed into the locker, realizing he had been walking toward the new face.
Mesmerized, Darke stared hard on his face. It was toned, and had a much more mature look than expected. His eyes were a light creamy brown, dark around the edges and slim cat like pupils. Hair, at least an inch past the shoulders, darke brown, almost black, waved and brushed against his neck. Skin, significantly lighter compared to his darke hair, but much too darke to say he looked pale.
Darke's face heated slightly, as he found he should turn his eyes before they became glued. His chest was thumping at an odd rhythm and hard. Mind blank, he sighed, relieving what ever anger he had left within him.
An amused look crossed the dark haired man. "Sorry to have been rude." A toothy smile evolved, showing bright white fangs. "What's your name?"
The question made Darke's heart leap. "Uh...Darke."
A slim, strong hand rose up to touch Darke's shoulder, heating his face more. His hand swung to his side. "That's unique. " He paused examining Darke's young flustered expression."My name is Uetsikaki."
Hand on a hip Uetsikaki said. "How about you call me Uetsi?"
Wide eyes stared at Uetsi's face. "No way! That makes me sound like your girlfriend or something."
A loud, partly histarical laugh flew out of Uetsikaki. "Does it?" He took a shaky breath to calm down enough to speak. "You're a funny one, Darke."
"Uh..." His hands flew to his pockets tapping his foot nervously. "C-can I see your paper now?" Shaking, his hand was out stretched.
Uetsikaki paused and blinked. "Oh...right!" he looked up at the ceiling as he slowly brought the paper to Darke's hand.
Gripping for the paper, Darke, and Uetsikaki's hands collided. "Oops...Sorry." Darke stuttered, yanking his hand away, crunching the paper. Face covered with his hair, he hid his disobeying flustered face.
A light sound of surprise slipped Uetsikaki's face. Hesitantly he responded. "You're...fine." He brought up both hands toward his face, rubbing the one that hit the other boys, blushing lightly. "So..Where's my class then?"
Trying to hide his embarrassing expression still, he placed the paper under his nose. "room 2132, it's up stai-" He gasped, realizing something. "Well...I guess you can just walk with me. It's my next class anyway." He couldn't bring him self to look up at him.
Uetsikaki's face lightened up, an he put his arm around Darke. "Well then!" He analyzed the side of the shorter one's face, he looked troubled. "You alright?"
Startled by the arm and voice combination, Darke jumped. "I'm fine." Shrugging him off he began to walk toward the class. "We're going to be late."
"Hey wait!" Uetsikaki hollered desperately, skipping to catch up with Darke. "Can't be late on my first day of school."
"First day of..." Darke whispered. He never thought about it, but it was the second term of school already. People know where all of their classes are now. No one had the need to ask him anymore. "wait, are you the transfer student everyone is talking about?"
An awkward silence chocked them right before the bell rang, and people flooded the halls, frantically going this way and that.
Leaping toward Darke, Uetsikaki leached to his bag so he wouldn't get lost. "Yeah. That's me." His voice was much more monotonous than a few moments before.


__________
Short right? Well I wrote it during school. So....lol. I guess shortness is expected. Might I say, I don't remember much about school that day. ^^;
 
 
Current Location: Kitchen
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Transformers stuff...O.
 
 
akemikae
24 October 2009 @ 02:56 am
meagster says:
 yallo!
Misty Chick says:
 o.o
 HI!
 omg ..
 just a sec
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJTbyGEzMro
 o.o
meagster says:
 lol!
 rejected!
Misty Chick says:
 lol. ^^
 =D
meagster says:
 omg i love it
Misty Chick says:
 YAY!
meagster says:
 kekeke
 -watching again-
Misty Chick says:
 =D glad you like it. it makes me giggle
meagster says:
 its redigulous
 REJECTED
 huhuhhhhhhhhhuuuuuh?
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 i'm glad you enjoy my sense of hilarity.  
meagster says:
 if not me, then wholol
Misty Chick says:
 yea.....^^
 i'm gonna watch it
 again
 lol
meagster says:
 of cousre
 ss
Misty Chick says:
 O.O MY AUDIO SOUNDS WEIRD AGAIN
meagster says:
 oh no
 hey! what was that brokencyde song you sented me recently.
Misty Chick says:
 uh....>< lemme go check
 and btw..don't you love keiichi's laugh sped up?
 lol
 i know this one is'nt it...but listen to it.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CU-_Ueju0_k
 take me away....was the other one
meagster says:
 lacgheres
 yum
 danke
Misty Chick says:
 yes
 wow...i truly am a nur....
 bur
 ...
 nut
 lol
meagster says:
 nur bur eh?
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 wow...this keeps making me laugh...
 lol
meagster says:
 of course
Misty Chick says:
 one of the best parodies yet.
 lol
meagster says:
 fo sho!!!!!!!>.<
Misty Chick says:
 ^^ omg.....so funny....k.....-breaths-
meagster says:
 that is a   idea
Misty Chick says:
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCxTcfZzA5o
 apparently InnerPartySystem is an underground group
 O.O
meagster says:
 what does that mean?
Misty Chick says:
 not well known
 like how satisfaction guaranteed is an underground manga
 good, but not really known
meagster says:
 weird
Misty Chick says:
 yea;....o.o
 they good
 like the song?
meagster says:
 ....hmmmmmmmm ive heard this song lol!
 what video was this too....hmmm
 or....tv show?0.0
 woah
Misty Chick says:
 o.o weird
meagster says:
   haha i never knew it was these guys
 thy are soooo too cool
Misty Chick says:
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8LGeBC_BvA
 and yea..they are...it does sound familiar...and i've only heard it like 3 times
 i swear...o.o
meagster says:
 you probably have, its old enougheven. ive heard it a lot
Misty Chick says:
 weird....O.O
 did you like that video?
 
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc75Zo9bsMU
meagster says:
 woah
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 
meagster says:
 that was intense
Misty Chick says:
 I KNOW!
 I had to watch it like 5 times...
 lol
 like the song?
 .-.
 lol
 i'm just full of stuff right now
meagster says:
 SH YOU GO TOO FAST JUST SLOOOOW DOWN WOMAN!!!0.0
Misty Chick says:
 O.O
 -slows down-
meagster says:
 okay

 now i need to watch the raep thing moar. then listen to song
Misty Chick says:
 lol. kkkkk.
 i'm watching that princess tutu thing again
 lol
 
meagster says:
 lol i lurved that one
Misty Chick says:
 yea....
 i forgot if you saw this
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLAgl_hwZ3w
 ...=/
 lol
 -brain death-
 .-.
 PICO..........LOL!!!!!!!!
 -dies-
 piiiico.....
 lol....lool.....omg...LOL
meagster says:
 0.0
 oh yeah
 lol i swasd this
Misty Chick says:
 k...but still....PICO
 WHAT THE HELL?
 I SEE NO OTHER YAOIS IN THERE!
 THAT WAS THE LAAAAAAAAAAAST THING I WAS EXPECTING TO SEE AT THE CON!
 lol
 the encore makes me laugh on this
 OH. Dengeki Daisy was updated a chapter
meagster says:
 yay
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 ^^
 AW...CUTE KURESAKI
 GAH!!! THEY'RE SO...SLOW
 MUST
 UPDATE
 MOOOOAR!!!
 princess tutu...looks really interesting!!! O.O
 -looks up manga-
 well that's indeed different from the show
 O.O
meagster says:
 wow
Misty Chick says:
 .-. omg.....pretty
 lol
 OMG...I THINK FAKIR IS GAY
 o.o
 IDK THOUGH
meagster says:
 0.o who?
 oho
 that guy
Misty Chick says:
 the black haired guy....with the sparklez...LOL
 HOLY GIANT FISH OF DOOM!
meagster says:
 yay!
 tum tums
Misty Chick says:
 that's what I thought!
 lol
 whoa
 lol
meagster says:
 0.o
Misty Chick says:
 this is moving fast
 oo
 o.o
 ll
 lol
 UNFOLDING PLOTLINE OF DOOM!
meagster says:
 yay!
Misty Chick says:
 dude...TIRED
 o.o
meagster says:
 wah thats crayz
 of course i took a 5 hour nap today. so i cant talk
Misty Chick says:
 i know
 lol
 O.O
 wha
 i took a nap yesterda
 hey...send me the chicken video we made
 lol
meagster says:
 how do you make the o's with the eybrows!?
 tell me
 1!!
Misty Chick says:
 if i tell you w...will you send the video?
 lol
meagster says:
 
Misty Chick says:
 k
 alt+147
meagster says:
 kay
 danke!
Misty Chick says:
 yea!!!
 I have the song from the chicken video we made...ON MY PHONE! i got a text with it!
 
  You stopped sharing photos
 
Misty Chick says:
 chickeeen
 lol
meagster says:
 i cant fiiiiiind it!!!!>.<
Misty Chick says:
 YOU BETTER FIND IT!!! I LOVE THAT THING!!!
meagster says:
 i think i will be very sad fo0r the rest of my life now
Misty Chick says:
 oh em gee...
 find it!!
 that thing is epic!
 O.O
meagster says:
 o.o
Misty Chick says:
 O.O DID YOU?!
 .-.
meagster says:
 gah!!!
 presure!
Misty Chick says:
 ,0,////
 what'd we name that thing anyway?
meagster says:
 psh. i dont even rememebr
Misty Chick says:
 GAH!!! I WANT MY CHICKEN!!!
 T.
 T
 T.T
 
meagster says:
 pshaw!
Misty Chick says:
 =<
meagster says:
 hey, you know what will mek you happy?
Misty Chick says:
 ?
meagster says:
 i mad a very short bit of a video so far that has kimi no todoke in it ^^
 so be happy
Misty Chick says:
 o=
 yay!
 I watched the 3rd episode today
 they post weekly
 >w<
meagster says:
 shweet!!!>.<
Misty Chick says:
 YA!!
 AND OMG!!
 IT'S SO CUUUUUTE!
meagster says:
 yay
Misty Chick says:
 gr....still wants chicken
 I would so set that song as my ring tone...if my phone would simply let me!
meagster says:
 stupi fong
 fone..
Misty Chick says:
 yea....cause that would be the best ring tone ever!
 jsurk...i'm FOR SURE. buying the sukisyo boxset on my bonus. ^^
meagster says:
 yay
Misty Chick says:
 and then...I can watch it...over...and over...and ove.r...and over...and over...
 you seem distracted
meagster says:
 videos ^^ i havent even like, workeded on one seriously for a while.
 it saddens me
Misty Chick says:
 oh...I"m getting closer and closer and closer to finishing my ignition one
 
 OH EM GEE
meagster says:
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 i got 10 seconds done to schizo
meagster says:
 yay
Misty Chick says:
 I shall save it in a small crappy file for you to see
meagster says:
 .....OMG THAT WHERE I PUT EVERYTHIGN!!!0.0 -SLAMS HEAD ON DESK VER VER HARD-
Misty Chick says:
 WHERE?!
 .-.
 ._.
 ô_ô
meagster says:
 my cantalopes folder. i completely forgot it existed. and held moar then HALf my important files
 like for instance BROKENCYDE. LOL
Misty Chick says:
 .....is chicken there? lol.....
meagster says:
 idk
 i shall look
Misty Chick says:
 yay!
 which is the quickest file type to save?
meagster says:
 mp4 usually, and you can make it so it doesnt letter box
Misty Chick says:
 k
meagster says:
 its gots a check thing or a drop menu...i forget which, on the render window so that aint a prob no moar
Misty Chick says:
 YEA...K..LETS SEE IF THAT WORKED...LOL
 that was fast!
 "oh my god! you killed kenny!"
 south park is on
 OMG FANFICTION EMAIL!
 -CLICKS
 I GOT A REVIEW!!! YES!!!
meagster says:
 yay!
Misty Chick says:
 gah...I know i misspelle ginji
 geez
 lol
 I don't wanna fix it
 i'll fix it next chapter!
 lol
 my computer hates mp4...
meagster says:
 sad
Misty Chick says:
 k...i probably did the wrong one..there was 3 types to choose from
 lets hope this one is right
 lol
meagster says:
 and ......old videos.....
 are.......
 fun
Misty Chick says:
 yea
 I know!
 lol
 did you find chicken>
 ?
 =<
meagster says:
 i cant wait till the new Ai no kusabi comes out. this will be sooo much better......... and idk whar it went. i sawed it like a day ago.
Misty Chick says:
 well we know it's still alive at least
 lol
 if I get like...5 or so more seconds done to schizo...all together we'll have about a minute done!!! O.O
meagster says:
 0.0 woah no wai?
Misty Chick says:
 WEIRD!!!
 .-.
 I didn't think we were getting anywhere!
 but having it 30 seconds per person makes it seem faster...while it doesnt...u know
?
meagster says:
 yah
Misty Chick says:
 yea....it still wont' do mp4..
 hm...i'll try something else
meagster says:
 -snicker snicker- i cant believe how much i love this show. have i mentioned how much i love this show?
Misty Chick says:
 lol. which one?
 i hope this works...O.O
meagster says:
 i hope so too
Misty Chick says:
 dude...i'm just gonna save those new seconds...duh
 lol
meagster says:
 silly silly head
Misty Chick says:
 NOW IT WON'T EVEN START SAVING!!! WHAT THE HECK?!
 -restarts vegas-
 so apparently i'm going to the halloween dance tomorrow
 i'm a princess .......LOL
 k....phew...it's saving
 i thought i killed it
 O.O
meagster says:
 0.0 scary
Misty Chick says:
 that was scary
 ...o.o
 wow...these few seconds are amazing!
 lol
Misty Chick sends:
 

Misty Chick says:
 =D
 .-.
 click
 0.0
meagster says:
 click!
Misty Chick says:
 YAY!
 I may add a little to it on sony vegas pro...but that's good to start with
 ^^
meagster says:
 hotay!
Misty Chick says:
 ergh..it's so slow...><
 lol
 lemme know what you think THE MOMENT after you watch it!
 cause..I loves it
 lol
meagster says:
 no you just think you love it.
Misty Chick says:
 you'll understand when you see it...
 
  Transfer of "schizophrenia.wmv" is complete.
 
Misty Chick says:
 .-.
meagster says:
 magic!
Misty Chick says:
 =D
 do you know what the first show is? or not?
meagster says:
 woah it just kinda like POPPED UP
 ........not a clue at the mome
 nt
Misty Chick says:
 lol. did you like it?
 O.O
meagster says:
 yus!
Misty Chick says:
 the first part was just perfect! lol
meagster says:
 yah prety much
Misty Chick says:
 and it's geobreeders ^^
meagster says:
 aha. thats ccrazy
Misty Chick says:
 that blonde guy talks like a skater/surfer dude
 it's funnyu
 funny
 lol
meagster says:
 yay!
 stalker surfer dudes
Misty Chick says:
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNEEi7TXCII&feature=related
 this is pretty good
 HOLY SEIZURE WARNING!!!!!!
 .-,
 but it looks cool
meagster says:
 owie
Misty Chick says:
 what?
meagster says:
 death
Misty Chick says:
 i'm sorry
 ><
 i wanna show you a part of another video
 (you'll knw what it is when you hear it)
 it's like...five or so seconds
 lol
meagster says:
 woot!
Misty Chick sends:
 

Misty Chick says:
 this is part of one of my "simple" videos
 
 the effects are simple looking...but omg....the rest is difficult...lol
 
  Transfer of "Tsubasa 2.wmv" is complete.
 
meagster says:
 hye, you has pic of danny correct?
Misty Chick says:
 yea.
meagster says:
 i want
Misty Chick says:
 and did you watch the video?
meagster says:
 yus!
 lovelrislh!
Misty Chick says:
 I just need advice....
meagster says:
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 idk what type of scene to put over the grayscaled one...
meagster says:
 sakuras smily face would work..... the one for the end thing maybe? ANYWAYAS! i need danny!
Misty Chick says:
 HM....your smart...i was thinking that...or like his hand reaching out and not grabbing anythihng....you know?
 and just a sec
meagster says:
 yah yah
 ooooooooooh right. thiiiis kid.
Misty Chick says:
 yea....lol
meagster says:
 ha
 zahk says he is too rape-able looking
Misty Chick says:
 lol. he is pretty rapeable looking.....lol. he pulls off those snake bites...which is hard to do..lol
meagster says:
 omg
 i love zahk. kekekee
 meagan says:
 i say rape him. if you havent already ^^ or maybe thats not such a   idea
 .......
Alex says:
 Lol!!! Nu, i have not actually raped him yet, but i have done other dirty dirty things to him just my pants have been on ^^
 Omg, i was talking to you and misty when i did!!!!!hwell not continueously
 Lol, but oh yes, i remembr
Misty Chick says:
 OH WOW!!!!
 HE WAS?!
 o.o
 lol
meagster says:
 appearently!
 kinda like when damiean was distracted and afterwards he went to sleep and BAM rodger was on. loooooooool
 meagan says:
 0.0 you were talking to me and you didnt even mention that you were doing dirty dirty things to this poor rape-able person? ...........-floating-,(._.), lol
Alex says:
 Well im not going to say ''dont leave me!! I know ill rape danny cuz i just gave him a handjob!!'' to two young girls about to leave me
 regardless
 lol!
Misty Chick says:
 LOL. yea....that happened with Alex...she went over to Carter's house and she's all "ok...keep me distracted!!!" and so i was typing like a mad woman...bt...eventually she didn't respond for like....3 or so hours!! and then I had to go to bed! ...turhns out....they did some naughty naughty NAUGHTY stuff on that couch!!! O.O
 and lol!!! HAND JOBS!!
meagster says:
 they are very dirty people
Misty Chick says:
 uh huh....O.O she lost her virginity.....><
meagster says:
 yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay..... .-.
Misty Chick says:
 O.O
 least it was with a sexi person
 lol
meagster says:
 at least ^^ ...wait...have i seen carter yet?
 0.0
 i dont REMEMEBER HIM
 omg
Misty Chick says:
 the one i said looked like a porno star
meagster says:
 i want his picture tooo!!
Misty Chick says:
 lol , i have two
 which are both DRASTICALLY different
 lol
meagster says:
 sweet!
 memeemmemeememe!!
Misty Chick says:
 o.o
meagster says:
 
Misty Chick says:
 lol
 
 fighting over pics...
 that was silly
 i like the one in the purple!
meagster says:
 they do not look liek the same person!00.
Misty Chick says:
 lol
 he has the same chin if you look hard enough
meagster says:
 hmmmmmmmm i seeee
Misty Chick says:
 yea....lol
meagster says:
 the porn   one looks buffer tho
Misty Chick says:
 hm....idk though..O.O
meagster says:
 hehe
Misty Chick says:
 maybe the shirt decieves
meagster says:
 maybe
 it is striped after all
Misty Chick says:
 but the problem is...is we don't no if it's really them...since it's over the internet...
 O.O
meagster says:
 laaaaaaame
Misty Chick says:
 but...they have a lot of damiean...WHICH IS CLEARLY all the same person
 lol
meagster says:
 lol. its probably one old cop who takes pictures of teenage boys. and talks to us all the time, but pretends he is a different person
Misty Chick says:
 .-. uh...ok...=D
meagster says:
 and why are they so   at taking pictures?!
 its crayz
Misty Chick says:
 idk! lol
 they say rodger is really good at taking them, cause he has some high tech camera
 and they all from that camera
 ...well most of them
meagster says:
 ooh. i seeeeeeeeeee...most of them
 rodger is shooooo coolioso
Misty Chick says:
 yea..and has sexi hair!
 lol
meagster says:
 im going to draw them!
Misty Chick says:
 YAY!!!
 I drew a pic today in pen...but Zeina wanted it....lolo
 she said it was her boyfriend....>> LOL
meagster says:
 hehe
 of course
Misty Chick says:
 and I inked Darke
 and she really wanted it!
 and so i was like!
 .-.
meagster says:
 0.0
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 "i'll make you a copy"
 -snicker-
meagster says:
 GOOD
Misty Chick says:
 apparently rodger and damiean are getting kinky
meagster says:
 right now?!
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 APPERANTLY
 lol
 and omg...
meagster says:
 .-.
 i wanna know
Misty Chick says:
 I think I crossed the line!
meagster says:
 what?
Misty Chick says:
 ....naaaaaah...
 lol
meagster says:
 what?what?
 >.<TELLL
Misty Chick says:
 i'm looking up s-cry-ed fanfiction.................
 that's all
 lol
 
  You stopped sharing photos
 
meagster says:
 psh!  noooooo
Misty Chick says:
 i'm curious
 
meagster says:
 i want to know about DAMIEAN and RODGER
Misty Chick says:
 idk
 so what happened was....just a sec
 Alex says:
 Lol, i called rodger, i was all ''can you take me over to dannys'' hes like ''.... Are you gonna f- him'i' and it was just like lol!! Cuz
 For some reason that was really unexpected
Misty Chick says:
 LOL!!!! RODGER!!!
Alex says:
 So im just like ''well can you take me over??'' hes like ''.... But me and damiean are busy.....'' im like ''what are you guys doing...?!''
 Rodgers all ''.
meagster says:
 0.0
 rodgers all!?
Misty Chick says:
  ''...... Uhhhh!!! I gotta go!!!''
 Lol
Misty Chick says:
 O.O AH THAT RODGER!
Alex says:
 So rodger said in short yea whatever
Misty Chick says:
 ah geez. >< lol. brat face
Alex says:
 So thats a maybe
 Lol
Misty Chick says:
 lol
 2....that's all the M.....
 lol
meagster says:
 0.o
 nope that didnt make sense that last bit
Misty Chick says:
 what bit?
meagster says:
 2....that's all the M.....  
 lol

 that
 its not...right
Misty Chick says:
 lol. there's only TWO Mature stories for Ryuhou and Kazuma!
 that's what!
meagster says:
 ooooh
 it makes sense now!
 that is very sad!
Misty Chick says:
 YEA!
 and gah!
 I wanna watch s-cry-ed now!
 I ALWAYS forget how much I love that show
 lol
meagster says:
 yes!!
Misty Chick says:
 hm....i'm gonna see how much the dvds are...
 then we can have ....like...a marathon
 (like i've never said that before)  
 lol
 hm....the boxset is 30
 that's good
meagster says:
 woot
Misty Chick says:
 ><
 the manga is really weird btw
 ....lol
 NOTHING like the show
meagster says:
 sweeet
Misty Chick says:
 first off...
 Kazuma is in....
 ..
 .
 .
 .
 SCHOOL
 o.o
meagster says:
 ...oddddd
Misty Chick says:
 no kidding!
meagster says:
 .-. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Misty Chick says:
 so weird.....lol
 imagining them doing this....O.O
 it's so weird....lol
 i love it
 “I think the technical term would be ‘making out,’
 lol.....Kazuma....
meagster says:
 ....0.0
Misty Chick says:
 THIS IS SO WEIRD....
 
 but i like it
meagster says:
 yay!
Misty Chick says:
 ..........weird....o.o
 lol
meagster says:
 MWAHAHAHA ANGER
Misty Chick says:
 isn't that weird....
 just think...><
 lol
meagster says:
 idk what to think lol, im not reading it
Misty Chick says:
 lol....they getting it on at the side of a giant bulder OUT DE
 ....outside
meagster says:
 oooooooooooooooooooh
 odd
 .-.
 now there is something to think about
Misty Chick says:
 the time that zahk gave danny a hand job was..that last sleep over we had...where we left him alone on the computer...with jos!
 O.O
meagster says:
 ...
Misty Chick says:
 O.O LOL
 that explains alot
meagster says:
 yes it does...
 he told us he was likely to rape him.
 i think he did a fantastic job of holding himself back
 yaaaaaaaay!
Misty Chick says:
 lol. sorta...=D
meagster says:
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 CUUUUUTE
meagster says:
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 OMG!
 FRENCH GUY!
 lol
meagster says:
 0.o
 huuuh?
Misty Chick says:
 http://kazumaxkanamiclub.deviantart.com/art/Ribbon-28291148
 it's the french guy
meagster says:
 yaaaaaaaay frenchy
Misty Chick says:
 lol
 that guy was so annoying
 lol
 THEY LOOK LIKE OLD MEN IN THIS PIC!
 http://hazardeswaffles.deviantart.com/art/s-CRY-ed-111510066
meagster says:
 lol!
Misty Chick says:
 LOL! THAT'S FUNNY LOOKING!
meagster says:
 yers it is!
Misty Chick says:
 lokl....OLD MEN!
meagster says:
 OLD ONES
 ^^
Misty Chick says:
 lol. yes
 idk why...but imagining you say "old ones" made me laugh
meagster says:
 kekeke
 Alex says:
 -Pout-
 But hs my danny
meagan says:
 lol i just imagined him trying to beat you up for saying that hes your danny, and it was a verry cute image....
Alex says:
 O.O danny?! Beat me up?! Oh noes!!!!
meagan says:
 oh im sure you could take him. hehe inuendo.
 mwahaha
Misty Chick says:
 LOL!
 omg///
 i must be tired
meagster says:
 ?
Misty Chick says:
 I forgot what Kurayami was
meagster says:
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 and i was wondering why it sounded so familiar
 lol
meagster says:
 i have no idea...
 .-.
Misty Chick says:
 gaia name
 kuraich kurayami
 lol
meagster says:
 oh wow
 lol!
Misty Chick says:
 i'm indeed out of it
 ><
meagster says:
 indeed
Misty Chick says:
 http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2758695/1/Youre_Unbelievable
 interesting...
 lol
 it's like a poem...but not
meagster says:
 wooh
 drama
Misty Chick says:
 uh huh
 O.O
 I FINALLY UNDERSTAND!
 wanna know my revalation?
meagster says:
 yes please
Misty Chick says:
 k....so have you seen fanfictions...where like...in the summary...or ranting section they write R&R?
meagster says:
 0.o yesssss
Misty Chick says:
 i always thought it was...you know...rest and relaxation...and I was all "uh....that has to do with this...how?!"
 until
 like...
meagster says:
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 3 minutes ago i was like....
 'WHOA!! I'M STUPID!! READ AND REVIEW!!!"
 LOL!
meagster says:
 lol
 -snortsnortsnickerlol-
 i fail at zahks eye-sigh-
Misty Chick says:
 LOL. and omg!!!
 scary!
meagster says:
 0.o
Misty Chick says:
 o.o
meagster says:
 0.O
 im confused
Misty Chick says:
 i found a program that's like microsoft word...
 but free
 and when I was putting it on...it made sure to download other things...and I thought it was a virus...but it wasn't
 phew
meagster says:
 phew
Misty Chick says:
 OH YAY!! SPELL CHECKER!
 OH HOW I MISSED YOU!
meagster says:
 lol!
Misty Chick says:
 i apparently....misspelled a lot in the 2nd chapter
 lol
meagster says:
 00 oh no
 you gonna die
Misty Chick says:
 i'm going to replace the other chapters...with the fixed ones...O.O lol
meagster says:
   idea
Misty Chick says:
 holy cow....
 lol
meagster says:
  ysshhh-flutfluf-  O*(^.^)l" jump kitty!
Misty Chick says:
 WHOA
 my brain is gonna esplode
meagster says:
 0.0
Misty Chick says:
 my eyes...
 eye
 eyes
 plural
 
meagster says:
 yum
Misty Chick says:
 yea
 I STILL HAVE SODA
 o.o
 
  You stopped sharing photos
 
meagster says:
 yay!
 soda
Misty Chick says:
 omg...so....tired!
 =.=
meagster says:
 CUTE CHIbI OF DANNY CUZ I RULES
 OOH. i need to actually speak with said danny, so i can figure out his animalification
Misty Chick says:
 lol. he's silly. i've talked to him...like 2...
meagster says:
 .-.   FAIR
 what do you think? animal wise?
Misty Chick says:
 uh....idk
 somewhere along....
 a farret
 and idk why
meagster says:
 thats the best kind of animalification, is when you dont know why.
Misty Chick says:
 true....lol
 issuematic
 O.O
 lol
 i like that word
meagster says:
 lol
Misty Chick says:
 O.O -SPLASH-
 o.o DANNY IS A FARRET!!!
 FARRET!!!
 FARRET!!!
 OMG!!!
 FARRET!
 F
 A
 R
 R
 E
 T
 !
 !
 !
 MUAHAH
 AH
 H
 AH
 AH
 AHAHA
 HA
 H
 AH
 AHA
 HA
 HA
 H
 A!!!
 >=D
 i
 shall
 prevail
 against
 the
 dirty!

 O
 M
 G
 I
 WILL
 WIN!
 AH!!
 VIBRATE DAMN YOU!!
 VIBRATE!!!
 O.O
 .-,
 LOL
 OMG
 THIS
 IS
 FUN
 I'M
 GOING
 TO
 MAKE
 YOU
 VIBRATE
 LIKE
 A
 CRAZY
 PERSON
 CHA NG

 CHEESE
 O.O
 WHY CHESE?!
 OMG
 I'M GOING NUTS!!!
 MESSAGES1
 MUST
 KEEP
 SENDIN
 G
 BUG
 YOU
 AND
 DANNY
 FROM
 DIRTY
 STUFF
 OM=
 ...
 O
 M
 G
 HOW
 MANY
 HAVE
 I SENT?1
 1!
 THAT'S
 NOT
 SUPPOSED TO
 BE THERE!
 D=
 TRAITOROUS NUMBERS!!!!
 >=O
 omg
 this
 is
 ridiculous
 VIBRATE HIS PANTS I SAY!!!
 VIBRATE!
 I'M TALKING TO THE MESSENGER/PHONE
 NOT YOU ZAHK!
 YOU PERV!!!

 >>
 <<
 <<<<
 >><<
 FACES!!!
 i'm still tired1
 1!
 there it is again!
 it's haunting me!!!
 ><
 what the hell?!
 my tummy feels weird
 holy itchy lip of doom
 o.o
 prevail
 against
 the
 dirty
 i
 shall
 do
 i sound like yoda!
 yora
 ...
 yota?!
 idk
 wtf?1
 1!
 there!! again!!!! -points at 1-
 AH!
 again!
 it keeps coming up!
 o.o
 why?!!!!!!!!!
 that's what i've wrote to zahk...O.O
meagster says:
 thats amazing
Misty Chick says:
 i just posted my ENTIRE convo so far from zahk on live journal
 O.O
 idk why
 lol